emotionally exhausted.

this has been one heck of a week.
...
i can't believe i'm going to do this.
i hope we can talk tonight.
...
*sigh.


my only comfort?
one of my favorite songs from one of my favorite gospel artists
(who i was blessed enough to see live today!):

Take my heart. Lord, will you take my heart as I surrender to Your will? I confess You are my righteousness. And until You move me I'll be still and know that You are God. You hold my world in Your hands, You hold my world in Your hands and
I am amazed at Your love. I am amazed that You love me. You hold my world in Your hands, You hold my world in Your hands, and I'm not afraid--my world is safe in Your Hands. Take my life. Lord, will You take my life? You are the reason that I live. I believe You have forgiven me and by Your grace I will forgive and know that You are God. You won't let go of me, You won't let go of me, You won't let go of me, You won't let go--Never let go. You will take care of me, You will take care of me, You will take care of me, You will take care--Always take care. You hold my world in Your hands, You hold my world, and You won't let go.


*I'm holding onto that promise, Lord. because that's the only thing that's keeping me going right now.