stressed.

whoever thought that summertime was the time for stress? =/

not me, at any rate.

i'm about to scream & pull my hair out...there are so many things that i need to do!

and i'm really nervous! :(

here are a few of the bajillion things going through my mind right now...

+ i have to teach sabbath school on saturday. one of my least favorite jobs. junior high kids are a TOUGH crowd. i looked over the lesson once, but i need to figure out how to make it engaging. my last experience was a terrible one. it made me want to never teach there again. but this week i'm obligated too. :( & i have such little time to work on it tomorrow. :((

+ i need to figure out all of my costumes & changes for youthical. still haven't done that! might need to go shopping real quick tomorrow, but i hardly have any time for that. =/

+ i'm missing dress rehearsal tomorrow bc i have to be at Compassio, and that is REALLY stressing me out. i NEED to be at dress rehearsal. i need to make sure that i have enough time to change in-between songs & whatnot...the glee medley quick change makes me nervous. idk if i have enough time.

+ i need to memorize the words to two of my songs. haven't done that yet. AGGGGGHHH.

+ i need to come up with a game for Compassio tomorrow and make a slide. i'm so bad at games...i have no idea what to do!!!

+ glee club practice tomorrow. our first performance is next week and only three people have showed up for practice. how am i sppsd to work with that?! plus i need soloists for "dream on" the week after that. i need my sheet music for "imagine" to come in ASAP!!!! & i need to finish figuring out the sign language part for "imagine" so that i can teach everyone.

+ we just practiced one of the Youthical songs tonight....for the first time.............

enough said.

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do you see why i'm feeling just a liiiiiitttttttlleeeee bit like a headless chicken running around in circles?!?! my head hurts bc i haven't been getting enough sleep. i'm so tired, but there are so many things that i need to do!!! :((

*sigh*

oh, Lord.....help me, help me.

i'm so nervous that i'm missing dress rehearsal tomorrow...

& that i haven't gotten my words memorized...

or my outfits finalized..

ugh, there i go again. & the cycle of stressful thoughts repeat themselves. =/